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:As:I:Sing:A:Lullaby:Of:Pain: by ~Direblayde:iconDireblayde:

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I have fallen to my knees
As I sing a lullaby of pain
I'm feeling broken in my melody
As I sing to help the tears go away
Then I remember the pledge you made to me

(Chorus)
I know you're always there
To hear my every prayer inside I'm clinging to
The promise of a lifetime
I hear the words you say
To never walk away from me and leave behind
The promise of a lifetime

Will you help me fall apart
Pick me up, take me in your arms
Find my way back from the storm
And you show me how to grow through the change
I still remember the pledge you made to me

(Chorus)

I am holding on to the hope I have inside
With you I will stay through every day
Putting my understanding aside
I am comforted

(Chorusx2)

D< I don't care if you just listen to the 15 second music intro ('cuz that's just the most gorgeous piano I've ever heard). LISTEN TO THIS SONG HIR PLZ. [link]

I dunno. Vent art, I guess? I've been really arguing with myself a lot lately about the whole boyfriend thing.

Am I obsessing over this?

All of my friends, at some time or another, have had a boyfriend. I have NEVER had one. I've had approximately two crushes on guys in my entire life.

Sometimes I wonder if my standards are too high. A lot of the time I'll look at a guy and go, "No. Dang. Way."

Sure, I know a lot of sweet, great guys. But... I always see something. At least one little thing. And I don't to spend half my life going through divorces, like a lot of adults I know.

I'm just... I honestly don't want a boyfriend. What I want, is a firm, warm, caring guy. And I know I won't get that. Because honestly-? Guys are bad about noticing when you're having a hard time. When a guy has a problem, he does whatever it takes to fix it, right then. Girls? We worry-! You know it! I know it! And. It. Drives. Men. CRAZY.

I know you've heard it. "Come on, baby. Tell me what it is! I'll help you fix it!"

We don't want to fix it, no matter what it is. "Yes I Do! D<" I can hear you already. But we don't, really. We want him to hug us and let us cry on his shoulder. We want him to "shut up and snuggle," to take a quote from a book I read recently.

Well... I'm just kind of flailing around about this, I guess. I still haven't decided if it's even worth the trouble looking for a guy. I'm not going to give myself away to anyone any time soon, anyway. I don't want to get into a relationship, and have him get upset because I'm not meeting his needs. I want to know that I'm mature enough when I get married. Guys look for someone to respect them and give them a boost when they need it. Women look for someone who will protect and love them.

And right now... I don't know if I'm able to give that kind of respect to someone, when I know that the 'love' I'll get in return is most likely going to be the fleeting, fickle kind.

I feel like such a hypocrite. I'm looking for a guy with such high standards... but I know I'm not mature enough to be able to return anyone's love right now.

I'm obsessing, aren't I? And here I haven't said a word about the picture itself...

But... there's not much to say, is there? My fursona. Some other wolf. I don't know WHAT I was doing. I don't even think it has any relevance to what all I just wrote xD

I'm sorry to vent at you guys. But I guess it's like I said earlier... I'm just a girl. And I just want someone to listen. I feel a little better, just writing all this down :3

Wiggle-Butt (c) :icondireblayde:
White Wolf (c) Whatever. I don't even know who he is. Maybe he's God. I have been praying about this a lot lately...

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~KaeruNeko Aug 27, 2007, 1:49:27 PM
Whoa... Very emotional and prettyfuls.

-glingspaztackle- ITZDABOMB.

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~Direblayde Aug 27, 2007, 1:55:18 PM
|3 Thanks~ :heart:

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~silverwolf2499 Aug 27, 2007, 3:51:25 PM
I understand you:hug: And I hope you feel better if you ever need someone to talk to I'll be here for you, and boys aren't everything, and don't worry your not missing anything, and when the time comes the right guy will show up^^Awesome picture by the way and I loved the song too^^

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~SpiritxTigress Aug 27, 2007, 4:15:02 PM
You're a mind reader! I've been thinking that - all in a future tense, of course: I'm still only 14 - ever since Mutt and Roo get together. In my opinion, Love is something that I'll look forward too... in my mind, I've somehow said that "You aren't in love until you're in your twenties", probrably because Leslie's repeated that over and over... Odd that she bugs me and says that, isn't it?

I know a thousand great guys, too- many of them unknown to Leslie in obvious fear or being the 'matchmaker's target'. (She WAS elected the 'Best Matchmaker' in the school. There was a SCHOOL WIDE vote. I came in 2nd for best artist.) But, I won't date until... Well, until I'm your age.

Obsessing over somthing isn't bad- Hey, I'm obsessed over WINNING the 'war' with Leslie. Me and Frank have both battled back. (To no avail....) I'm just glad you don't have my problem- I'd rather only know people of my own gender then be stuck with this problem for the rest of my life...
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..........................Sorry 'bout that!
Didn't know I could type so much ^^; I feel that I can trust you, thats all :3

If you ever want someone to talk to, I'll be glad to listen :) After all, I'm a tiger - Tigers are cats, and cats will listen to anything without ever being biased. I will too, and so will everyone else :D I feel that I should repay you, for you listen to me when I rant :thanks:

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Mood: Joy ~dragonheart07 Aug 27, 2007, 8:48:26 PM
That's cute you got there. I like it. ^^

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"Never give up. Trust your instincts." - James McCloud(Starfox 64)
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*Amjam Aug 28, 2007, 6:29:08 AM
I love the picture, and I know what you mean. All of my guy friends are really great. I couldn't imagine living without them. And they're the cutest guys I know, which means all of us have had a crush on them at one time or another...
But when it really comes down to it, I know I wouldn't be right with any of the guys I know or don't know, and I have no idea why. I'm sort of like that, I want that sort of thing in my life (Especially seeing how happy it makes some of my friends) but I know it's just going to be a mass of makeups and breakups, and I don't want to end up having nothing because I rushed into a relationship just because I'm starving for emotion.

I think the best thing to do is to keep waiting, no matter how much it itches to have those feelings? I care about you, Iris, and you'll always be one of my best friends in the world, so stick together and you'll find your dream come true someday. :heart:

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~Direblayde Aug 28, 2007, 7:59:42 AM
:D Thanks~ :heart: It really means a lot to me that people comment on my vent art xD

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~Direblayde Aug 28, 2007, 8:06:28 AM
Aw, thank you Tigress :hug: I feel so much better just knowing I have such good friends backing me up.

:D And a lot of what you say makes sense, too... I guess I'm just more scared than I care to admit that I'll stay alone for the rest of my life... But I guess that's a pretty common nightmare, huh?

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~Direblayde Aug 28, 2007, 8:08:34 AM
Thank you so much, Am. You have no idea how much that just meant to me. :hug:

Yeah, I guess I really am just waiting right now. What for exactly, I'm not sure - the right guy, the right knowledge, the right relationship. I'm just scared I'll never find someone, I guess.

Thanks~ :heart::heart::heart:

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